always love

grrrr. superbowl is the new sexy.

2009-01-18T23:26:00.002-06:00

mmmBenRoethlisbergermmm

Gnarls Barkley - Who's Gonna Save My Soul Now? (Subtitulado)

2009-01-13T17:29:00.001-06:00

BOLT!!!

2008-12-04T18:06:00.004-06:00

man, did i love bolt.com.
before i found myspace, facebook, or any other social sites, this was the place to be.
the phrase "social networking" had no meaning to me then. all i wanted to do was talk to other teens, joke around and have fun. they had groups, chatting, and little badges to collect.
my friends were so confused by the idea of talking to kids from all across the country over the internet. imo, they just weren't cool enough.

that old school layout brings back so many memories!! i loved logging in and seeing new notes. lol.

those were good times, but they should nvr bring back bolt.
it's like high school. you miss it once its gone, but those four years won't be the same.

Obamanation!

2008-12-03T18:30:00.000-06:00

See more Jack Black videos at Funny or Die

pure gold.

bad news

2008-11-28T22:33:00.000-06:00

I've been thinking so much lately...about life and what I really have to live for.
We(me+someone I used to know) can't be best friends forever. We're too different...grown apart...different parts in our lives...i can't trust you.
I wish I were still as optimistic as I was in high school, I mean last semester. It's crazy how things/people can change just over a few months. I lied when I said I wish I went home for the break. I don't like how you've changed since I left.
Your so- called best friends are so full of themselves and don't respect you. Too lost in themselves to give a damn about you. I think you've settled for the subtle abuse because its all you have. Sooner or later, you'll become just like them. I'm not sure if I should remind you of what a real friend is like or leave now before you start to abandon me for your personal reasons.
Maybe I'll tell you this one day...hopefully.

street lights glowing...happen to be just like moments passing in front of me...

i'm sorry i've become so heartless.

fuck...

2008-11-24T22:35:00.002-06:00

...them all.
most girls i've met named jenny are all sluts in their own rights. all dying for attention.
boys named josh, just as slutty. but not as good looking as the jennys.

all my friends fail at being true to themselves. fuck trying to be ghetto when you grew up sheltered as hell.
you can't hide the truth. fuckin desperate bitches.

overrated boys and attention starved girls.

i'm gonna hate myself for posting this tomorrow.

oh my...wow.

2008-11-10T13:05:00.007-06:00

my weekend on stuck campus was...well amazing.

friday. my class was canceled, so i slept relatively late. during my usual phone call, i saw a friend(?), and hung out with her for like an hour. nikki eventually texts, and we go to wood to watch ping pong. alex and his friends were playing/acting ridonkulous. we basically stayed there for close to 4 hours. very crazy, i know, but it was fun.

saturday. i was awakened by like 80 texts so sat up and watched grounded for life. i went to the mall and the game. i left the game and went to k. roger and then to my room. i got a text from nikki to hang, and almost as soon as i get there, we get ready to head to some frat house her with her friend....who was annoying in an entirely new sense of the word.
while we waited for the king of annoyance, i got to meet another cute & tall friend of nikki's, paul. at the frat house, we were greeted with the wasted blonde twins. turned the corner, and saw 3 guys playing pool. 1st to talk was jamie - talkative, drunk, very funny. he was pretty awesome. 2nd was pat - aussie, very charming, aussie. that accent...amazing. then there was jim - from chicago, cute northern accent, sick body. i said one thing to him and he told me some of the craziest things. and, he says he has a special piercing and likes crushed ice with his bj. oh yeah, i was intrigued. :P
they invited us to another party but nikki suggested the grind instead. best choice of the night. i've never smoked a hookah, but i went along with it. we head to the other side of the buiding, and i see a very sexy, and quiet guy lounging on the floor. we chill for a few minutes and nikki wants to buy a drink. by the time we get back, the annoying one has sparked a heated sports convo with the silent guy. so eventually, we all start talking and smoking. as i could tell from his sexy accent, he's from NY. funny, cocky, and physically fit [amazing arms]...he has it all.

sunday. we chilled until closing, when he and his friend, noodles, invited us to waffle house. noodles was absolutely hilarious. his best: the fcc cattle prod. possibly the funniest thing i've heard in ages. the night ended after slow service at waffle house, and we all said our goodbyes including hugs...did i mention he his great arms? ;)
we got back at around 4:30, so i crashed in nikki's dorm. before i could even close my eyes, the sun began to rise. we woke up a short time before 2, and we still were in awe of the previous night. we ate lunch, did some homework, and went to dinner. i met nikki's best guy friend, via skype. i tried to help her deal with guy issues, but "you know, that i'm no good".

today i hope we go back to the grind. it'd def make my day, but i know i shouldn't get my hopes up. it's just that i wouldn't mind seeing him again...because he's completely fuckable.

...you can't see through my lies.

hard work?

2008-10-20T20:22:00.002-05:00

seriously?

people, stop bullshitting yourselves! you can't go write a "political rant" and half of it is composed of lyrics that you claim are your own words.

internet celebrities are...unbelievable. be it the models or fame whores, it's all such a strange concept...and i'm sure i'll never understand the people that worship them. it's weird to see what they do with their fame. one, although slightly conceited, usually focused on fashion, but chose today to rise to her virtual soapbox with a message.

it's fine to have opinions. it's even better to voice those opinions. i'm not sure what it is, but something about preaching half-assed politics to an audience of impressionable 15 year olds bothers the hell out of me.

this is completely unorganized and one-sided....lol

lolwut

2008-10-06T21:57:00.002-05:00

i just revamped my entire myspace page. it's beyond bored...i am what normal people call lifeless.
schoolwork is fucking overrated, so i'm not doing that.
dammit. i wish my friends were here.

going on.

2008-10-05T21:07:00.002-05:00

i hate crappy school websites that don't post any important information.

i'm not writing my 2nd essay...but no one has to know. i don't know the name of the photog, so i guess i've given up.
i'm definitely not doing that bullshit 2d project. the whole thing is completely vague, and i didn't come to college to work on that crap.

this weekend, i'm going back home. pretty excited. semi-excited. kinda. eh. whatever. i feel like i don't belong with them sometimes. since i don't really feel in place here, i'm stuck in this in-between-friendships void that i won't can't escape until 2012.

guys at this school are beyond ridiculous. immature or unavailible. there's never a balance...or maybe i'm not looking hard enough.

i don't think i'm putting enough effort into having a social life. i'm not sure i want to...i've worked hard as fuck to get where i am now with my closest friends and i think i'm scared of starting over/letting go.

my relationship with my mother is deteriorating. my laughter is fake, patience is non-existant. i don't know what went wrong, but i'm not sure if i care. my emotions and sincerity are far from constant, so i never really know how to feel about anything.

getting some b-sides from my favorite blog...later.

say what?

2008-09-15T13:56:00.002-05:00

skipping class...listening to the cab//tai//atl//bowie...avoiding work...reflecting.
today was, as usual, weird. today i got my first hug here from a new friend(?).
so crazy.
i thought i liked a guy, but height really does matter to me [instantly turned off when we stood near each other].
but there's always the cutie who sits in front of me twice a week.
met another friend of the roommate...turns out i take a class with him.
wondering why i'm not doing work? drawing and coloring black lines, or blog...what's more fun?

i may have to stay on campus this weekend, which will suck balls.
def need concert friends. so many bands are comin through nashville, literally makes me sick at the thought of missing them. new found glory ftw!

kinda stuck in a pop-punk mood. pretty annoying when i want to hear songs with more meaning and all i hear are rap/r&b covers [here's to you holiday parade]. inspiration! i think i'll finally start my music blog and talk about powerpop covering mainstream stuff. :D

peace out...time to pretend i know shit about music.

2008-09-14T13:46:00.003-05:00

i should be doing work, but i can't concentrate worth shit. i did find an amazing blog through AbsolutePunk in my procrastination.
it's got tons of amazing bsides and lots of music i've wanted, but could never find.
say anything, jimmy eat world, and so much more. oh, it is love.

Do You Feel Offical Video

2008-09-11T15:07:00.001-05:00

one of the most meaningful songs i've heard. this amazing video only adds to beauty.

2008-09-02T14:56:00.003-05:00

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2008-08-12T07:46:00.001-05:00

i guess it's official

2008-07-21T19:56:00.003-05:00

gotta love road trips

2008-07-21T19:56:00.001-05:00

FALSE START: 'FOUR LETTER LIE' ; UNCENSORED music video

2008-07-21T03:34:00.001-05:00

i think i love these boys.
they make me want to move to new zealand.

a "me" blog.

2008-07-09T23:35:00.002-05:00

i'm not sure if i'm ready for everything that's about to happen. scratch that, i'm not ready.
i'm not sure about my friends...am i ready to leave them?
everything is a blur. i don't know where i stand with anything or anyone.
i guess i could say that i'm at a stand-still.

oh i'm starting a music-esque blog...with album/concert reviews mixed with my take on happenings in the music industry. [take it with a grain of salt, because i don't know shit about the industry]

Crazy shadows and the night setting on my phone

2008-05-26T23:19:00.001-05:00

Happy Memorial Day!

2008-05-26T17:54:00.001-05:00

2008-05-21T22:58:00.000-05:00

MUTO a wall-painted animation by BLU from blu on Vimeo.

totally got this from the epitaph blog, but it's amazing.

This was so good :D

2008-05-20T16:37:00.002-05:00

[edit 5.21 9:42pm] yesterday at t.g.i. friday's. apparently that was the best strawberry rose the chef had ever made, and i was special enough to get it. right in the middle of my first tiny cupcake allen called to say justin dumped him. so erin and i were off to his house to make him feel better.

we eventually ended up playing scene-it, hilarium, taboo, and pictionary from about 4-12am. which is crazy, but cool because i have amazing friends i can laugh and hang out with all day long. erin and i had planned on going to micah's party, but said "fuck it" and realized that our friends are cooler than that party could ever be.

Too legit.

2008-05-17T12:21:00.002-05:00

[edit: 10:14 pm] yep. i finally graduated and i can't fucking believe it. brittney cried all the way across the stage, so i got super teary-eyed, but held it in. had a family dinner in honor of me :D. and i have decided that i should graduate everyday so i can have all these awesome gifts at my disposal.
from now forward, i will be writing about more music, and important topics...or i might make a new blog dedicated to that stuff.
laterz!

yeah. i said it. WHAT?

2008-05-12T00:40:00.003-05:00

dizzleforizzle: 01/24/2008 8:13 PM

boomskittle said:
I truely don't understand what's so offensive about the word "nigger". I mean, sure, I'm not African-American, but i think people tend to blow it WAY out of proportion when it's used. How many white people do you know that take offensive when you call them "cracker", "honkey", or and other white names? Exactly. And it REALLY pisses me off that it's perfectly okay for two black people to call each other by that name, but oh, God forbid a white person say it to a black person!

whoa! it's definitely not "perfectly okay" for black people to say it. it's rude, unnecessary, and makes us look ignorant of our history. the word offends me and i definitely don't appreciate it when anyone, of any color, calls me a nigger.

as for nas: he can do whatever he wants, but if he wants to make any profit off of this album, he should probably change the title.

yeah i'm socially aware. and awesome.
looking back on this makes me realize how amazing buzznet can be.
what made me happier is the large amount of people who quoted or messaged me to agree and commend my statement.

So hardcore

2008-05-11T23:11:00.002-05:00

my hair's really sexy in this pic...too bad i put that bandanna on.

digital sea = gold

2008-05-10T01:39:00.006-05:00

so i lied about the Beale Street Music Fest coverage. my bad.
...on to more important information.

BREAKING NEWS!
so ap.net is pretty much a breeding ground for awesome bands and people with sick taste in music. it's where i learned about the amazing Max Bemis and where i realized that so many others miss blink-182 as much as i do.

ap.net has a huge thrice fan base. so with me being me, i decided that after hearing probably one thrice song in the past i'm a fan so i wouldn't feel left out. so i idiotically ignored them because they were some kind of untouchable band and there was no use in having an opinion towards them. so dumb of me.

today they have an absolutexclusive of Thrice's vid for come all you weary. i heard it on conan and said "hey! i might as well watch the vid since i liked the song!" and now i'm in love with thrice. the video was cool, but it was on the stream with other songs from the alchemy index that got me hooked.

this exclusive officially makes jason tate my hero and i'll forever appreciate him for absolutepunk.net and it's awesomeness. and congrats to him on the buzznet deal. i know he's not a sell out and never will be. [i admit it. i kinda have a crush on tate]

never again will i prematurely say i like a band and not give them second look.

now i'm tempted to write another blog on ap.net confessing my ignorance, but those kids are brutal. they could accept me with open arms as another thrice fan, or shun me for not listening in the first place. yes, i'm over-analytical and a little bit of a pussy.
i have to buy the alchemy index. or ask for it as a grad gift. ;D

i should go listen to brand new again. maybe i really do like them. brb.

...nope still don't like 'em.

[p.s. - i'm really proud of myself for making this completely musical and not too personal! yay me!!]

Metro Station Shake It

2008-05-08T22:50:00.001-05:00

sexy dudes dancing to metro station.
what more can a girl ask for?

i had to ;)

2008-05-02T00:50:00.001-05:00

Miley Cyrus and Mandy Jiroux VS the Adam/Chu Dance Crew
this is some sick dancing. and i love adam sevani. :D
i need to go to sleep. lol!

i'm liking this.

2008-05-01T23:22:00.000-05:00

so this is my first post. i can't say much cause i'm getting ready for an action-packed weekend at memphis in may. hopefully, if i'm not too tired, i'll blog after each day of concerts. and i'll link my shozu to this account too, if i can.
it's like 15 hours but i can't wait!! yep. i'm impatient. gotta cut this short: i'm supposed to be uploading my senior picnic photos. i can't believe every thing's almost over.
yeah..so laters.