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seriously? people, stop bullshitting yourselves! you can't go write a "political rant" and half of it is composed of lyrics that you claim are your own words. internet celebrities are...unbelievable. be it the models or fame whores, it's all such a strange concept...and i'm sure i'll never understand the people that worship them. it's weird to see what they do with their fame. one, although slightly conceited, usually focused on fashion, but chose today to rise to her virtual soapbox with a message. it's fine to have opinions. it's even better to voice those opinions. i'm not sure what it is, but something about preaching half-assed politics to an audience of impressionable 15 year olds bothers the hell out of me. this is completely unorganized and one-sided. ...lol

i just revamped my entire myspace page. it's beyond bored...i am what normal people call lifeless. schoolwork is fucking overrated, so i'm not doing that. dammit. i wish my friends were here.

i hate crappy school websites that don't post any important information. i'm not writing my 2nd essay...but no one has to know. i don't know the name of the photog, so i guess i've given up. i'm definitely not doing that bullshit 2d project. the whole thing is completely vague, and i didn't come to college to work on that crap . this weekend, i'm going back home. pretty excited. semi-excited. kinda. eh. whatever. i feel like i don't belong with them sometimes. since i don't really feel in place here, i'm stuck in this in-between-friendships void that i won't can't escape until 2012. guys at this school are beyond ridiculous. immature or unavailible. there's never a balance...or maybe i'm not looking hard enough. i don't think i'm putting enough effort into having a social life. i'm not sure i want to...i've worked hard as fuck to get where i am now with my closest friends and i think i'm scared of starting over...