say what?

skipping class...listening to the cab//tai//atl//bowie...avoiding work...reflecting.
today was, as usual, weird. today i got my first hug here from a new friend(?).
so crazy.
i thought i liked a guy, but height really does matter to me [instantly turned off when we stood near each other].
but there's always the cutie who sits in front of me twice a week.
met another friend of the roommate...turns out i take a class with him.
wondering why i'm not doing work? drawing and coloring black lines, or blog...what's more fun?

i may have to stay on campus this weekend, which will suck balls.
def need concert friends. so many bands are comin through nashville, literally makes me sick at the thought of missing them. new found glory ftw!

kinda stuck in a pop-punk mood. pretty annoying when i want to hear songs with more meaning and all i hear are rap/r&b covers [here's to you holiday parade]. inspiration! i think i'll finally start my music blog and talk about powerpop covering mainstream stuff. :D

peace out...time to pretend i know shit about music.

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